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Annual Life Crisis

by Shocking Twist

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1.
march 13th 02:09
2.
poppyfields 02:59
fire burning, fear and loathing in the midwest blood and violence, missing warnings at the protest let me breathe, dismissed to scream and shout for a knee they filled the streets and towns fire burning, west coast smoking--change the subject woke up to a crimson sky just like a sunset look outside it's a beautiful day refrain of poppyfields, remember how this feels for one thousand years red painted poppyfields one tiny blackened square, or your thoughts and prayers two hundred thousand killed, asleep in poppyfields slept through all the news this morning, did you forget? pieces of your peace of mind, but is it worth it? the moods you dwell, your mental health your soundless thoughts, concerns, revolve for all your flaws it's not your fault, it's not your fault
3.
you 02:46
you say you want to live your life it's been so hard lately, i know we all went out and had a bad time i don't care which me this is yet hours and hours of TV talking trash to NYPD i forget the evenings nothing makes it easy like you taste your own lips then softly sip i think its bliss, yes love, kiss kiss let's get it on, let's call it off it's so easy it's all because of you
4.
bed 03:02
get out of bed that's some bullshit 99.5, that NPR shit the sound of alarms pounds in my head remember now i woke up crying some fancy math and cinema sin birds in the park & murderous pigs have you got a pulse to finally face it? would you rather drift off? i'm floating and weightless let's not forget the nice warm sheets and blankets you didn't get far, had a dream you were famous you stretch and yawn, you snooze the alarm let's not forget the things we are so grateful every day i wrote some words to say, but not enough to read aloud to you listening to the news in the morning it's me and you, entranced and hopeless oh my love it's getting hard
5.
feelings were the worst and always ill-informed i thought they ran it's course  back when i was young  and i don’t know but all of a sudden all of a sudden i fell into your pocket now  i fell in love with you  i don't know what to do i'd rather watch you sleep  it's all that i need now wherever you are, im in from the start, and i don't know cause  all of a sudden all of a sudden i fell into your pocket ..now  i fell in love with you i don't know what to do  i love to watch you sleep it's all that i need  i fell into your pocket now i fell in love with you i don't know what to do  i fell into your pocket now i fell in love with you  i don't know what to do but all of a sudden  all of a sudden all of a sudden 
6.
bus song 02:46
oh the morning peers and faces while i'm riding on the bus you can go to diffferent places while i'm riding on the bus i can fall asleep, can press my phone it's off to work, i love you so the city coughs and sneezes while i'm riding on the bus you can see me fall to pieces while i'm riding on the bus i might even check my emails while i'm riding on the bus it's my favorite place, it's stop and go before you know the tunnel drones and leaves you in the sunlight when the morning starts to rush pretty babe i feel so warm and free wishing you were next to me it's all the same, so obviously it's always work and then it seems for all the words smeared on my phone my body groans, nowhere to go the city swept beneath us while i'm riding on the bus
7.
it is march 131st and it seems like things are getting worse in this season, it's so foggy hazy, don't get paid no more you're all out of luck so you go back to live at home with mom and dad they're different now, its not so bad you're changing too you know the sentimental pieces of rubbish left you speechless the memories embalmed in your childhood bedroom weeping you imagined more, staring at the ceiling, pretending you were dreaming of anything else i miss my job, i miss my life driving my car through yellow lights cancel on friends to no suprise oh all my regrets revolve never had the thought, or didn't plan for apocalypse to be so bland at the supermarket buying carrots, frozen foods and milk i miss my friends, i miss the fights i miss those useless fucking nights up to the roof to go get high, i miss the planes up in the sky my soul is bare, the mood is bleak another endless, depressing week if it's not obvious to say, i don't like weekends either
8.
it's automatic right in an instant pounds like a pressure pulls like a distance silence and flicker lights flash to music so take my picture, i'll paint myself blue until you say it's alright now now my my no don't you cry i know you're tired you burn so bright my embers die you've saved my life one thousand times baby, it's groovy, righteous existential crisis pick apart your life, get ready to rewind it's like a movie, mindless, i don't even like it wasting all my time, count down until it falls apart it's automatic aren't you surprised when clockwork chimes? seasons divide the years go by baby, it's groovy, righteous existential crisis pick apart your life, get ready to rewind it's like a movie, mindless, i don't even like it wasting all my time, count down until it falls apart it's automatic right in an instant pounds like a pressure baby, it's groovy, righteous existential crisis pick apart your life, now isn't it divine? you can see right through me, five, six, seven indecisive wasting all your time, say anything i'll fall apart
9.
i've got two tickets in my hand we're going to disneyland i think we're leaving right now anyway, i spent the weeks to plan financially prepared i've brought our suitcases downstairs now every decision's full of memories and visions our intentions and opinions, you know well well, that friendly intuition calls for someone who listens all i ever do for a friend like you well, it's easy to say-- i'm feeling blue this year put the trip on your credit card, cash your check when it rains if you didn't work so hard you'd buy your friends away i'm feeling blue this year the friends you lose and lose again i don't know what i can do whisper secrets that you knew you were screaming lies to prove self righteous or self abuse? i think we're through the tears and angst i peel and prune my skin away white blossoms bloom and sear i'm feeling blue

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Recorded from February 23, 2020 to January 31, 2021 at Milk Crate Studios.

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released May 7, 2021

Eric Holsten - vocals, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, 12-string, electric bass, synthesizer, casio sk-1, tambourine, glockenspiel, handbells, samples

All songs written, produced and performed by Eric Holsten with:

John Messina - vocals & lyrics, track 5

"Sudden" written and composed by Eric Holsten and John Messina.

All tracks mixed by Eric Holsten at Milk Crate Studios.

All tracks mastered by Jon Jetter at Right Angle Recording.

Cover art by Steven Arcella.

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